Seven: Medicamp

medicamp is today, more accurately it's in 2 hours. before the commencement of this, i'm going through a list of what could potentially go wrong. pessimist. but there's chaos theory and there's no such thing as flower theory or strawberry ice cream theory or something nice theory.

1. my bag is too big. i think i always look like i've overpacked although i'm convinced that my bag adds 10 pounds.
2. i forget everyone's name except my own during ice breakers and have to endure the snide looks of disapproving people. not so bad but really, i remember names badly.
3. icebreakers. they are always high strung and high tension and having to make that 5 minute thesis about myself, and seriously it's not like it's the emmys, is plain hard.

ok, i can't think of anything else but orientation did not go well for me in JC. this isn't orientation actually, it's more like the hor d'oeurve of orientation. okok, must not be pessimistic. psyche up.