ten: argh

i'm so totally screwed up. i can't make up my mind. and it's all my fault. everything that has happened so far. sometimes you have this picture of yourself and you think you're working towards it but then one day, you'll just realise that you've had enough of it and then you feel like you've wasted all your time.

now just change the you to i. the your to my.

argh, what am i doing. songs are my opiate to life. a place where the rhythm's just fine, the words make sense and everything's in harmony. i am SO totally screwed up.