twenty-four: arghz

felt so angry and frustrated when i woke up this morning. can't explain why, but probably a mix of all the things which i feel irritated about, without one thing being anything significant and hence, no major reason to channel rage towards. still mildly irritated now although i took a little bit of alcohol which calms and nullifies the senses.

woke up at 1140am this morning after DnD. felt so much like prom with all the photo taking and stuff. i find myself unable to maintain the level of hype and excitement. the constant finding of poses to take picture with, the touring around the hall taking photos. i don't know why i can't do it and lose the sense of occasion very quickly. and hence, felt sedate for a large portion of the middle section. or at least, less in tuned than the rest. which is another reason why it felt so much like prom. i was so out of touch with the occasion too. but that's a whole different thing.