twenty-three: amazed

today, i'll be amazed once again by the way things unfold and how life is able to take you through ups and downs, and it's often so unexpected and so shocking when it happens. nothing is going to be as it seems. i'm thinking of so many things which happened today which have either made me happy or gutted, and them not having been anticipated before.

i think i need to spend some time alone. i don't know why i'm suddenly having this feeling, especially when all day this week i've been trying to find people to occupy my life. but maybe i need to go someplace quiet and think about thinks and reflect about life. i don't think i've done this recently and i used to do it so often in the pass. really helps put life in perspective. it's quite hard nowadays, everyone looking like they're doing something. and the place has got to be conducive too. not my room in raffles hall definitely, too spartan. somewhere beautiful, cool, quiet, where nature has exerted its influence. and away from school.

i don't know why i'm putting this all out here but writing is fun.