twenty-eight: just to hit a new low

i'm not doing anything these days. feel like life is going round and round in circles. i feel like there's nothing to look forward too, nothing to chase. truth is that there's not nothing to chase, more like it just seems so impossible to succeed. doing nothing, moving in circles. what's happening?

things feel so pointless. there's school then a long intermission between the end of school and sleep and there's never anything concrete to fill up my time. and there's always so much longing in between it begins to take a toll.