fifty-eight: europe

europe, the continent which is eluding me. it's quite amazing how everyone seems to be going overseas. but it's a privilege to go abroad and not something to be taken for granted. i guess medicine people are just the mroe affleunt lot. anyway, despite knowing that i still feel very much like it's necessary. and so i get increasingly vexed that i have no plans, and even worst, no remaining people to go with. this all amounts to a rather irritating situation.

fifty-seven: cross it

well, i guess i couldn't resist the temptation of blogging on the day before the final day of the exams.

it's been an amazing month. few months actually, since i think this whole episode started before CA2. in fact, i think that this may just have begun at the turn of the new year, with the knowledge that something big was going to come, and then the 4 month break which everyone can only begin to dream about. especially since i don't think i've ever had a 4 month break in my life before.

and as i've said before, it's been a trying month in a number of ways, more than just the insanity of studying. after the anatomy paper, i thought to myself if perhaps things were looking up from my month of rather unexpected downs. i guess the last two days have been good and more than anything, i'm thankful for it. i just hope that tomorrow will be the same, because tomorrow is where it all matter's. no point getting past the last 2 days and then faltering at the end.

so i guess that's that. it's april already and i've got nothing much to remember for 4 months of this new year i realise because most of it were spent memorising. maybe the next 4 months will make up for it in a bigger way then i can imagine.